unhealthy extramarital

i have a lot of feelings.

sometimes i get sad 

i want really bougie things

i really want a nice house with a big kitchen and pretty bathroom and a partner and maybe a couple kids and to grow old comfortably and safely and securely

but I’m not sure i can finish my degree right now, and I’m in 50k$ debt. i have major clinical depression. i should be seeing a therapist weekly. i need to find a psychiatrist and hop back on the meds train and see if i have other medical issues, like thyroid troubles, that are getting in the way. i also experience back pain, and if i am to take on a very physical job — baking — my body will not respond well, especially not without physical therapy. it stacks and stacks and stacks. 

there’s rent due and bills and loan repayments. i don’t know.


How to break up with someone:

Give them a sock and tell them they are a free elf now

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i think i want to have kids but i have mental illness flare ups and daddy issues


"You make me feelLike I’m livin’ aTeenage dreamThe way you turn me onI can’t sleepLet’s run away andDon’t ever look back,Don’t ever look back”


"You make me feel
Like I’m livin’ a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can’t sleep
Let’s run away and
Don’t ever look back,
Don’t ever look back”

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whenever i say rn i think “registered nurse”