unhealthy extramarital

i have a lot of feelings.

sometimes i get sad 

i want really bougie things

i really want a nice house with a big kitchen and pretty bathroom and a partner and maybe a couple kids and to grow old comfortably and safely and securely

but I’m not sure i can finish my degree right now, and I’m in 50k$ debt. i have major clinical depression. i should be seeing a therapist weekly. i need to find a psychiatrist and hop back on the meds train and see if i have other medical issues, like thyroid troubles, that are getting in the way. i also experience back pain, and if i am to take on a very physical job — baking — my body will not respond well, especially not without physical therapy. it stacks and stacks and stacks. 

there’s rent due and bills and loan repayments. i don’t know.

tumsperks:

How to break up with someone:

Give them a sock and tell them they are a free elf now

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everyoneisgay:

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i think i want to have kids but i have mental illness flare ups and daddy issues

hfml:

"You make me feelLike I’m livin’ aTeenage dreamThe way you turn me onI can’t sleepLet’s run away andDon’t ever look back,Don’t ever look back”

hfml:

"You make me feel
Like I’m livin’ a
Teenage dream
The way you turn me on
I can’t sleep
Let’s run away and
Don’t ever look back,
Don’t ever look back”

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whenever i say rn i think “registered nurse”